In Memory of

Steven

Allen

Mayer

Condolences

Condolence From: I love you bud
Condolence: I miss you ,it feels like I'm forcing myself to forget you so I don't have to deal with loosing you, I know I'm probably pi$$ing you off being such a cry baby,I just don't know what to do. I have thought about you everyday if even just for a second since you left, I pretend I understand you aren't coming back but really I won't except it. I avoid everyone who might talk about you because I hate hearing people talk about you like your dead, I literally feel guilty when I go a day or two and I feel like I haven't thought about you , I feel like I'm doing anything I can to avoid dealing with you not being here. I don't know why but its like I need you to tell me, I know its dumb and probably annoying to whoever has your old snapchat but I don't know what to do when the only person I want to talk to about this is you. No one deserved you, you cared more , trusted more, loved more, and made people laugh more then they deserved, including me, I took our time for granted because no matter what you always came back, so thats what I keep waiting for, I miss you Steven. I wish you never left.
Wednesday December 30, 2020
Condolence From: I love you bud
Condolence: I miss you ,it feels like I'm forcing myself to forget you so I don't have to deal with loosing you, I know I'm probably pi$$ing you off being such a cry baby,I just don't know what to do. I have thought about you everyday if even just for a second since you left, I pretend I understand you aren't coming back but really I won't except it. I avoid everyone who might talk about you because I hate hearing people talk about you like your dead, I literally feel guilty when I go a day or two and I feel like I haven't thought about you , I feel like I'm doing anything I can to avoid dealing with you not being here. I don't know why but its like I need you to tell me, I know its dumb and probably annoying to whoever has your old snapchat but I don't know what to do when the only person I want to talk to about this is you. No one deserved you, you cared more , trusted more, loved more, and made people laugh more then they deserved, including me, I took our time for granted because no matter what you always came back, so thats what I keep waiting for, I miss you Steven. I wish you never left.
Wednesday December 30, 2020
Condolence From: Shawna Gulick
Condolence: There will never be another like you Steven! Missing you every day. We are all so saddened by your loss. Love Mom
Thursday January 04, 2018